They think she’s dead when they uncover her, just on the outside of the initial blue-hued blast—blood everywhere, a piece of glass ten inches long stuck vertically through her arm. But she proves them wrong when she starts mumbling, coughing up names they know from basic classes at college: Thor, Frigga, Odin. Her eyes don’t open when they carry her away on a stretcher.
* * *
She’s standing on a road of pale stone, at a crossroads, the second that the blue light hits her face. There’s a near-blinding amount of light, but she does manage to see a very beautiful woman in a dark green dress—standing not too far away, observing Meja with a small smile on her face. She looks middle-aged, but in a good way.
“Where am I?” Meja asks. It comes out hoarse and she spits up glass a moment later, enough to fill her palm. She stares at it a moment, dull from shock, before looking back up.
“Where do you think?” counters the older woman, walking closer. Meja notices that there are three other, similarly beautiful, women nearby. One with long blond hair, one with long near-black, and one with soft brown.
She swallows. “Lady Frigg.”
A hand is placed, affectionately, on her shoulder. Frigg, wife of Odin and Queen of Asgard, smiles at Meja like a proud parent. “Rune Guardian,” she murmurs.
“Am I dead?”
“Perhaps.” Lightning flashes across the sky, dark with storm clouds. “But not yet.”
* * *
The nurses, and a swearing doctor, are puzzled by her palms. They can’t stop the bleeding, and any use of adrenaline—or the defibrillator—doesn’t seem to have any effect on her erratic heartbeat. But she doesn’t die like she should be doing; she doesn’t dive and flatline. But she also doesn’t gain consciousness.
* * *
“Loki is freed,” Frigg tells her, in a low tone. “His cage is sprung.”
Meja stares at her, thunder cracking around them. “Wait—you mean the orb? The one that flew up after the…”
Those words won’t come. The one that flew up after the explosion. If Meja had been less tough, she wouldn’t have seen it at all before blacking out. And she’s sure that she’d be dead.
Frigg folds her hands together nervously. “Yes. That was his cage. He has escaped—we think to Jotunheim. You…” She hesitates before finishing, “You did well, Rune Guardian. No one but a god could have stopped what happened, and we were blind to it by Loki’s magic through Yggdrasil.”
For a moment, she wants to ask about how that’s possible, how he could work magic through a cage (it hadn’t been a very good cage, obviously). But she gets stuck on that last part. You did well? She’d done well at, what, taking an explosion to the face? Getting out-smarted by a caged trickster?
But, no, that wasn’t what Frigg meant. Did she mean…
“We haven’t been guarding just a town, have we?” she asks, barely able to summon the words.
Frigg shakes her head slowly, her motherly smile turning bitter. “My husband charged your family to guard Loki’s cage, where he was put after being freed from his previous incarceration. I believe you’ve read about it: a certain snake’s venom, and the earthquakes.”
She’s too numb to feel anger, but at any other time she’d feel like flying into a rage. Queen of Asgard be damned. “He never told us. He just said—”
“Why do you think those creatures have been trying to get into your town, Meja?” Frigg interrupts, squeezing her shoulder gently. “Why did you think it was such a desirable place for them? Those creatures have alliances with him, and they have been trying to free him from his cage. But your family has stopped that.”
“Except for me.”
The numbness starts to fade, into despair.
“I let it happen on my watch.”
* * *
Her pulse takes a very small dive, but it doesn’t stop. The attendants stare at her, and then each other, wondering if they should call it. Nothing works. But the young woman isn’t dying, exactly, and so they keep combing their options.
* * *
Frigg shakes her head firmly, watching the lightning above them. Every once in a while, they hear a panicked voice filter among the clouds. “Rune Guardian, your services are still required. You cannot give up now.”
“If they are, then why are you here? Where’s the Allfather?”
Meja doesn’t really care about seeming bitter, or entitled. All she knows is that her family’s apparently been jerked around for centuries, pulling guard duty for something they didn’t know existed, and the best that Odin can do is send his wife after his guardian collapsed from an explosion. An explosion that probably killed everyone in her town.
“He is ensuring that the other cages are secure.” Frigg smiles, but her patience is visibly strained. “Time is a luxury, Meja.”
She frowns. “What are you talking about? Other cages? What else is locked up?”
“The beginnings of Ragnarok, Rune Guardian. Loki, Jormungandr, Fenrir, and the heart of the World’s Tree. We have died before our time, some of us,” Frigg explains quietly, “and we cannot win Ragnarok anymore. So we have caged it.”
And the cages were breaking. Meja grimaces; the ruining of the world from nuclear radiation hadn’t even been the worst of it. But she can’t summon much more energy, and emotion, than that.
“You put a band-aid on it,” she comments dully.
Frigg purses her lips in disapproval. “I am here to present an idea, which I believe you will reject because of your… current situation. But I think we will come to agree on it, later, so I am presenting it to you anyway.”
There’s no room left for her to care, but she gives a light shrug. “Fine. I can’t exactly dissuade you right now. Being mostly dead and all.”
* * *
A nurse with a soft voice, and shaking hands, begins to disconnect some of the emergency equipment; the others are already filing out of the room. Nothing can be done about the young woman’s heart-rate, and they’re needed elsewhere. They hope, with time, that it will climb back up, and an attendant comes to check on her every ten minutes or so. As often as he can. The explosion has created a great urgency within the only hospital close to it.
* * *
“You cannot ask me to do that.”
Frigg gives a sad smile, her hand dropping from Meja’s shoulder. “I know. You have had so much taken from you. But you are the only one who can do it.”
“None of that is…” Sane. Plausible. Safe. “No.”
“As I said before, you will reject it now. But thank you for listening.” She glances upward, toward the storm clouds that are beginning to break up. “It is now time for you to return.”
“Hold on—” Meja squints at her. “If this is some destiny thing—”
Frigg surprises her by laughing quietly. Her attendants, the beautiful young women, smile. “You think that I’m giving you a speech about how you were born to do this?”
“Prophecy is everywhere,” she points out.
“No, Meja, this wasn’t decided for you. Thor did not die after defeating the World Eater, he died from treachery and malice. Víðarr died of a disease that claimed his life within hours, rather than going on to slay Fenrir.” She wrings her hands, tone brittle now. “We are making our own future.”
Meja shrugs. “In that case, are you so sure that Ragnarok will still happen?”
“Our enemies circle. The winter rages on. Sons kill fathers. You know the signs, Guardian.”
“I thought that there were supposed to be three winters. This is just two. Which,” she adds, shrugging, “I’ll grant as strange, but still.”
Frigg shakes her head. “The signs are nevertheless upon us. You will need to make a decision, and, I imagine, formulate plans.”
“I’m not going to do this crazy idea you’ve laid on me,” Meja insists coldly.
The goddess gives another laugh, though this one has her brittle tone and her eyes are bright. “My dear girl, we’ve already been over this. Wake. We will talk again soon—when you have made your decision, you will know how to get a hold of me.”
And then she blinks, and there is pain in a flash of purple and black.
* * *
To his credit, the attending nurse only shrieks a little as Meja jerks upward, gasping, her arms like rubber. The room, to her, is only half illuminated, the rest of it darkened as a stage might be. And the light above her head is blinding, intolerable, though its unpleasantness is outmatched by the feeling of fiery pain in nearly every part of her body.
“H-hi,” he stammers. “Miss Urdahl. I’ll, uh, go let the doctor know that you’re awake, okay?”
He leaves quickly.
Fear begins to creep into the pain. She’s in a hospital, and judging from the decor it’s the same hospital she spent ten years in when her mother was sick. Her most hated place on the planet Earth. The place that gave her a phobia of anything white and filled with doctors. Even the medical wing of the Observatory is borderline panic-inducing.
But the pain begins to creep up on the fear, overcoming it, turning it around, and the rest of the hospital room fades to black.
(Source: runeskin.dreamwidth.org)